Christmas eve and all the kids are in bed. Not asleep yet, so Santa has not been here yet. I have been quite down the last few days; I feel that the kids did not get as much as they really deserve. Money has been tight this year; I had a number of unexpected expenses that really hurt financially. I was helping wrap on Wednesday as saw just how little they are getting and it made me very unhappy. I wish I could afford more for them. They will be happy with what they get but I don't feel very good about myself and how little I can get them.
I am glad that I can at least be with them all over the holiday season. I know that my being with them is more important than material gifts but I still feel like crap. I hope things work out better next year for them.
Well time to start putting gifts under the tree. I hope everyone has a safe and peaceful holiday season; no matter what you celebrate.
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